Morrissey - “Will Never Marry” (2.20MB mp3 file)
I spend a great deal of time alone, and I kind of hate how, more often than not, that is seen as sad across the board. Also, while I appreciate that people have the best of intentions when they say things like, “You’ll find someone,” I just kind of smile and nod because you know what? I might not. It really just doesn’t happen for some people, and that’s entirely okay!
I hate how even writing this sounds dramatic, like some manifesto I have to put on the Internet to convince everyone that I’m fine with being alone, like it’s a Big Thing That Must Be Dealt With If You’re a Woman of a Certain Age. It’s like, no, it’s just a fact. It’s just something that’s a part of my life. I enjoy going to the movies alone. I don’t mind eating dinner alone. I like reading books in my apartment that I share with no one. Of course I adore my friends and going on dates is nice and I’m a big fan of making out and all that stuff, but if it doesn’t happen, it won’t destroy me. My own company is enough, and has been for as long as I can remember (I’m an only child). But again, writing this now I feel so defensive, but I swear that isn’t the case — I guess I just wish people reacted with something other than a sort of pity frown/sigh combo when I answer their “Where’s your boyfriend/husband?” query with an “I don’t have one.” Because it’s cool! Am I still an optimist? Of course! I can still hope that I find a partner in crime someday, but at the same time I can be completely comfortable with the possibility — and it is a strong one — that it could very well not happen. And I just shrug and go on with doing cool stuff on my own.
Songs That Saved Your Life
don't forget the songs
that made you cry
and the songs that saved your life
yes, you're older now
and you're a clever swine
but they were the only ones who ever stood by you
I'm April. I like music.
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